sometimes out of nowhere, my sense of physical orientation gets all messed up and i feel like i'm crooked. huh?
i'm not sure i know how to describe this, so i'm gonna talk too much here. sorrry in advance.
once in a while, when i was a kid, especially if i had the flu or something, i'd be lying in bed and suddenly feel like the bed had done a 180' and it was suddenly stuck to the ceiling, or maybe standing straight up on edge. i could see with my eyes that it hadn't, but it really *felt* like it had. it wasn't quite a bad feeling, but it was leading that way- like if it had been 20% more intense i might have felt nauseous. kind of cool, kind of unsettling.
i had a bad, snotty flu last week, which coincided with an intense chimpanzee desire to find a giant ball of wax in my ear, so i allowed warm shower water to pound into my ear for a bit, and then chased that with some murine ear drops (peroxide & alcohol & glycerine, basically) and a whoosh with more warm water from the little murine turkey baster thingie. no wax came out, but my ears did feel weird, kind of stuffed up and achey, for a couple days after. i couldn't tell if the discomfort was from the flu or the water or the peroxide drops or what- i assumed it was from both. but in no way did that ear discomfort make me feel like i'd done lasting damage or anything, it just felt like a stuffy head and sore throat / ear tubes.
sitting at my desk the other night, i felt the upside-down feeling for the first time in years. this was maybe 2 or 3 days after the ear-flushing, and i was about halfway over the flu. i was sitting slouched down in a stable, stationary kitchen chair (no wheels or tilt levers), looking at my laptop, and suddenly, i felt like my body was vertical, as though the chair legs were on the wall. i could see myself, nothing had changed, but i had a very strong feeling of being vertical, and therefore tilted uncomfortably forward, although i was leaning back at like a 45' angle. i moved, sat forward with my elbows on the table, and everything still felt crooked and weird. i could feel the seat of the chair very acutely under my butt & thighs, and it felt distinctly crooked, like 20' off to one side, which it wasn't. everything felt all cubist and tilty, and i felt like if it got any worse, it would be nauseating- as it was, it was borderline. i looked over at a mirror on the wall, and everything of course looked fine, but even with that reference point, i felt disoriented and just "crooked". parts of me even felt crooked in reference to other parts of me- it wasn't like everything just felt evenly tilted to one side, it was like my legs tilted 20' left, my elbows 40' right, and my head 60' forward or something. it was intense and kind of overwhelming. i stood up, still looking in the mirror, and my balance was fine, i wasn't canted to one side or swaying or anything, but i still felt crooked. not really dizzy, though, just crooked, although those two feelings are kind of similar somehow. the feeling passed after a couple minutes, but kind of slowly.
this has happened maybe 3 times in the past couple days. i haven't had any problems with my inner ears ever before, i haven't repeated the earwax-flushing attempts, my flu is feeling much better, and i have no history of drug use- although i think i was on dayquil and advil when the first episode happened.
i'm not really worried, but i'm curious and a little confused. anyone have any insight for me? what is this feeling, and why does it happen?
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posted by 6:1 at 11:37 AM on December 29, 2007