Help me get some perspective about my life and career. Is it stupid to make career decisions based on world trends that haven't happened yet? Or is it stupider to make plans based on the idea that everything will stay pretty much the way it is going?
I'll try to make this as short as possible.
1) I'm thinking very seriously about going to nursing school.
2) I've been thinking about it for a long time.
3) I'm interested in it and think it might be a really good career for me but:
4) I'm not sure.
5) My father is a nurse. We are very similar people. It worked well for him.
6) I'm a pretty creative guy. My father isn't so much.
7) I'm 32
8) I've spent the last 12 years doing a weird variety of things. I repaired musical instruments, was an organic farmer, have written for magazines, done photography professionally (at a pretty high level), am a pretty accomplished musician (went to conservatory), have built boats and done carpentry. These are all things that I'm pretty passionate about and love doing.
9) I've made very little money doing any of the above. I'm not a particularly good business person and also because I'm always doing 11 things it's hard for me to get rolling with any one of them as a business. This year I've made more money doing creative things than I ever have before, but definitely not enough to live on.
10) I had a bit of depression a few months ago and was feeling rather grim. I had quite a bit of OCD about the state of the planet/economy along with worrying about energy issues. My basic feelings (without the depression) is that we are running out of cheap energy and that a lot of things we see as a healthy economy are probably going to go by the wayside. But after moving to a new city that I love, I don't feel as depressed about it. But that's sort of what I believe.
11) #10 makes me think that being an eccentric kind of person in the creative economy is not a secure place to be. And that it would be a really nice thing not to have to worry about finding work in the future. I feel like nursing would give me a really solid place to have a job where I feel needed and busy (I hate being bored and do like working), while giving me a flexible schedule to do the things I'm passionate about.
12) I worry that this is kind of a strategy is based on fear, and that I should pursue the things that I'm passionate about, instead of settling for a more standard career.
13) I'm taking a CNA class in December, which I think will give me a lot more perspective on if I'm interested in being a nurse or not.
14)There is definitely a big part of me that is really worried about the future and I feel like part of my interest in nursing is hedging my bets against what I'm imagining is a somewhat instable future. I feel like health care is probably one of the most stable places to be in the economy.
15) But I do have a lot of interest in nursing, and have been around nurses all my life (all my father's friends are nurses). I'm having trouble seperating my desire to be in a stable financial situation with my actual feelings about nursing school. The idea of helping people and being connected to people all day is appealing to me. I definitely need to be around people, and like a chaotic work environment with a lot of activity. I'm thinking about being an ER nurse.
16) I'm very tired of having to start at square one with all these creative pursuits that I pick up. That said, I'm learning to stick with the things I'm doing, focus myself and get more done. But the idea of a steady career is very appealing.
So my question is, given the above, do you think that my idea about looking for a job that is going to be stable regardless of future changes is wise or unwise?
posted by sock it to me monkey at 2:49 PM on November 29, 2007