After a lot of freaking out and overthinking, I've realized I don't want to finish my PhD - I am just burned out of school, constant poverty, not feeling like I'm living life... I suppose it's just confirmation bias, but I feel like I've noticed these sorts of posts more on askmefi in the last couple months.
I want to teach Spanish at the college level. I am somewhat interested in research but teaching is where my heart is. I earned my MA in Spanish and completed the coursework for a PhD, but have not taken the preliminary exams or done anything related to a dissertation. I feel as though I really ought to finish prelims, at least, but I am so burned out, and desperately don't want to. I have taught as a TA (first four semesters of Spanish) for six years.
The ideal outcome would be find a job with some security (employment not on a per-semester basis; benefits, like health care), preferably in the Pacific NW. So, can I teach at the college level with only an MA? Would I be stuck as an adjunct forever? Should I keep pushing to finish the preliminary exams? Finally, since I'm not a student anymore (I haven't been enrolled this year) where can I go for advice on how to find such a job, and how best to prepare myself for it? As far as I can tell, there aren't any available positions at the local CC's for the fall. Unlike
this post, I don't have a background in education. I don't want to take any more courses unless they are tied to a job (the CC here requires x credits for instructors, for example, but you can do that and teach at the same time as an adjunct).
There are two exceptions, one not entirely practical and one more so. I have known people without PhDs in languages and the arts who got their positions because of their contributions to the field, e.g. well-published authors, musicians, etc. So if you were the next Alberto Fuguet, you might be in luck. That's not really a plan, though. The other thing I would note is that the California State University system has several tiers of full-time employees. Those who sign up as lecturers and are retained for a certain length of time (I believe it's three years) and at a certain number of courses enter into a semi-permanent status that's not unlike being tenured. They make less money and don't have the full protections of tenure, but it's far better than the usual purgatory of adjunct work. California isn't the Pacific NW, I realize, but you might check into Humboldt or Chico State to see what they could offer.
posted by el_lupino at 10:23 AM on April 24