How to evaluate and apply to public health graduate programs, when my own career goals are so difficult to pin down? I find it difficult to choose a topical area of interest
I'm really struggling with grad school applications.
Quick background: BA in medical anthropology, no research experience, out of college about 5 years, working as an office manager for a web design firm, have volunteered here and there at local organizations over the years: a battered women's shelter, ESL tutoring, and a local board of health. I'm a Partners in Health / Paul Farmer fangirl and have been since I was in high school (volunteered there one summer, my name's in the preface of Dying for Growth). I have a lot of debt in the form of credit cards and student loans, although I have been diligently paying it off for a few years now.
Problem A. My
topical interests are really broad. Geriatric care, reproductive health, substance abuse, occupational health, cultural competencies, global health, health care reform, community health, social marketing. This makes it difficult to evaluate programs as I feel like "gee, I could be happy at school X or Y or Z..." every school seems to have something that gets me excited. Although, I do find myself coming back to topics that are close to my personal experiences or challenges I've seen with loved ones... navigating a broken health care system when you're elderly, or struggling with addiction, is something that really grinds my gears.
Problem B. I'm having a really difficult time
looking objectively at my own skills. I feel like I really enjoy analytical projects, I'm not afraid of statistics. OTOH I feel really hungry to get out there 'in the field' and work on implementation and keep in mind I've never worked in a lab and my undergrad degree is in social science. I've picked up a lot of webby knowledge in my job, although I have not a whit of computer science training. This makes it difficult to place myself on the biostatistics - epidemiology - health policy - health education continuum (roughly moving from left brained to right brained skills). Where would I excel? My GRE scores were 700 verbal / 800 math; I started out as a physics major in college but moved to anthropology by the end of my sophomore year).
Problem C. Lastly it's really overwhelming to think about my
ideal career setting. NGO? Gov't? Academia? For-profit? I can't be paying off my student loans until I'm 80. For-profit? But, I get so worked up about social justice - NGO? But I feel like I would love the challenges and scope of academia...
I feel like I could pick one from A, B, and C, and there are so many different combinations and permutations.
- A governmental agency setting where I evaluate sex education policies?
- A communications consultant running a web forum at an NGO to raise awareness of workplace dangers for pregnant women?
- How about working in academia, investigating international health programs and studying how to effectively apply them in domestic resource poor settings?
- An epidemiologist for a private substance abuse foundation?
I can't help but see the connections, too - what programs exist to prevent alcohol abuse by pregnant women who are high-risk for miscarriage due to working in toxic urban environments and how can they be applied to rural contexts? (Stretching it, but you see what I mean...)
I'd like to do some informational interviews but I'm not sure where to look (my local board of health has mostly environmental health workers, helpful but sort of narrow.) I'm not sure I can look up "public healthist" in the phone book. I'm in Western Massachusetts. Any tips here would be good as well.
I feel like I vascillate between deep soul searching (is justice more important than salary) and self-help-styled analysis (am I a thinker or a feeler) and disorganized research (what jobs are posted for the city of new york department of health and mental hygiene? what did that one professor publish about the effects of recent tobacco control legislation?). Sometimes I feel totally passionate and ready and sometimes I feel totally underqualified and like an idiot for even starting to think I could take this on. In my lowest moments I think I ought to give up and continue just working as a glorified secretary in the dot com industry and stick to reading about health issues as a hobby and avoid taking on even a smidge more debt for my education. Am I suffering from "imposter syndrome" before I even apply? Or am I being immensely practical?
Anonymous because I have not yet told my current employer of my grad school plans.
To have these sorts of wide interests, that's pretty common in public health. An accredited MPH will have a broad-based curriculum that will get you exposure to the basics of health services, epidemiology, biostatistics, global health, and environmental health.
However... you're going to be better served if you have a plan going in.
My one best piece of advice is contact schools and talk to their academic counselors. They deal with your questions all the time.
If you want the phone number and e-mail for our counselor here (she's awesome, a personal friend, and helps people in your situation all the time), MeMail me and I'll give you her contact info. She will make the time for you, because her job is dealing with people in your situation.
So, to address your problems:
Problem A -- What you're saying here:
I do find myself coming back to topics that are close to my personal experiences or challenges I've seen with loved ones... navigating a broken health care system when you're elderly, or struggling with addiction, is something that really grinds my gears.
That sounds like health services, specifically health disparities and health care provision. Even then, you're between two things with "elderly" and "addiction." Two different areas. But I get the sense you're interested in the systems and policies and the issues with them. That really does sound like what we call health services. If you have more of an international focus, though, you should look into global health, which encompasses all this, but looks at global systems as well as individual countries.
Problem B -- Heh. Your exact questions are part of something I've been thinking about doing for a number of years -- a website to help people sort through our public health degree programs based on their interests and skills to try and find some options that would work for them. (Wish I had a prototype finished -- you could test it for me!)
Do you like working with people more than numbers? If you really like numbers, you should really look into biostatistics. An 800 on the GRE is what they're usually looking for. If you want to be with people, then you're probably looking to health services or epidemiology, but even then some health services grads spend their days writing policy, and some epi grads sit in labs all day.
Problem C -- You don't get into public health for the money. Most MPH grads are making less than I make (and I only have a BA). You're probably going to be working in the NPO/NGO world, for a research university or org, or a government health unit.
Honestly, don't worry about it. You'll find the right fit. Public health programs are required to have practicums where students work in the community in for-profit, non-profit, or government settings. They get on-the-job training, do their poster presentation, and along the way make connections that help them find the right job. Most schools have career counseling as well.
Keep in mind, though, that public health schools are poor -- they're not going to find you a job because they're just trying to keep the lights on themselves. But the connections you'll make will help you get the right job.
Let me repeat this one more time:
My one best piece of advice is contact schools and talk to their academic counselors. They deal with your questions all the time.
You are not alone in this. Trust me. That's half the questions that come through the school's main e-mail address (that stop in my e-mail box along the way to our office of student services).
And again, MeMail me if you want to talk to our super-awesome public health counselor. We're a top five school that's wide and deep in research, teaching, and public health practice, and I'll make sure we make time for you.
And honestly, I think we're better than that school by the Charles or the big one in Maryland. But I am biased.
posted by dw at 4:02 PM on September 22, 2008 [2 favorites]