SubscribeI just happened to have a brief meeting with my advisor. It seemed like a reasonable time to bring up the question of funding, so I brought it up, and basically got shot down at every turn. Essentially:
- External funding from an industry group fell through - he was hoping to pay me from that, but can't.
- Another industry group might provide funding, but this is sort of contingent on my performance in an upcoming presentation about my work.
- Definitely can't pay me from his grant.
- I volunteered to do any leg work - chasing people - going through the department, etc. He said it's not a matter of lack of time, he's already investigated all avenues. I asked if there is anyone I could get in touch with. He said no.
I tried to emphasize the fact that I really do need this money and that I have been living frugally. His response -- which really pissed me off, though I didn't show it -- was that other students are living more frugally than me. It's true, I guess. My 17K scholarship puts me slightly ahead of the average. But it's not much to live on, especially since I had to pay about $4000 in tuition. If I hadn't made about $4000 from being a teaching assistant this year -- something he advised me not to do because "I didn't need the money" (by the way I won a teaching award this term) -- I probably would be underwater.
OK, so my relationship may not be as great as I let on. It's "good" but not perfect. His response was basically a shrug, and now I feel like he will think I'm greedy if I push it. I don't feel I am being greedy.
I still don't want to make things nasty. But... I happen have a congratulatory lunch with the department chair next week (due to my teaching award) and I am tempted to bring this up. This feels like a bad idea but I feel kind of slighted right now. Anyway thanks for the advice so far, I would appreciate anything more you can add.
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posted by jujube at 10:44 AM on April 25