I can draw stuff I look at. I don't know if that's a talent or a skill or in any way useful to me. Is it?
When I was a teenager I used to collect comic books. Lots and lots of them. At some point, for some reason, I started drawing certain images and pictures I found in them. I found this a rather soothing process, I guess, and I was pretty good at it, if I do say so myself, which I do.
This was a process whereby I basically took out a pad of paper and a pencil and using a particularly iconic picture of Superman or Spiderman or some such I would try to copy the image.
Eventually I started inking and coloring them.
I was told that my drawings were pretty good - very good, even - but I always felt like kind of a fraud. I wasn't tracing, I was drawing totally freehand, but I was always looking at something and copying it.
I've tried my hand at drawing with no point of reference, trying to work on original compositions, and they never really were of the quality of my "copied" work (obviously), and I usually lost interest pretty quickly and scurried back to drawing from my comic books.
For a decade or so I stopped doing this.
Then, the other day, partly because I was reading Stephen King's
Duma Key, I think, I went out and bought an Artisan pad and some pencils and started sketching. Again, I found a nice World of Warcraft wallpaper from Blizzard's website with a cool picture of a troll and I put that on the table next to me and started drawing.
I think it came out really well! I'm pleased that my capacity to do this has not diminished, or, rather, has not diminished that much.
But then I started to think, you know, what is this? I guess my question is for the people out there who
do paint and draw in a conventional sense.
I mean, I guess the fact that I can copy something somebody has already drawn
is a skill, but it seems like a relatively useless one. I mean, I find it to be a pretty relaxing activity and I take pleasure in it, so that's great..
for me, but if we're talking about skills that are useful and can be traded for goods and services, there is probably not a job out there that could use this talent. Please, someone, correct me if I'm wrong.
So, ok, if that's the case, does the fact that I can do this and do it pretty well translate into the possibility of real actual artistic ability if I decide to be patient and go in that direction? I mean, I understand that sometimes artists will tape a picture that they've taken or a particular image up next to their easels as a point of reference, or will even sit outside or look out the window and paint what they see.
I optimistically see this as an extension of what I'm doing right now, but I'm not sure if that's the case.
To refine my questions, I'm I guess I'm asking...
A. If the fact I can do this is in any way a useful talent in a commercial sense.
B. If not (or even if it is), how far away am I from actually drawing something? I mean, I don't really know, in artistic terms, what it is I'm doing, or how it fits into the creative process.
Thanks!
posted by hermitosis at 10:18 AM on February 20