Am I "making myself sick"? Or am I hypoglycemic?
Yesterday around 3:45, I was working quietly at my desk when I thought: I can't take it, I can't take it, I'm going to fall over, I'm going to have to fall asleep right now. My head swam, I couldn't focus mentally, and I had to be careful to avoid hyperventilating. But I knew very well that I wasn't about to faint; I have fainted before, and that comes with vision symptoms that I wasn't having. I was just "not responding" like an app in Vista. I had been drinking a diet Coke, and although I kept drinking the caffeine wouldn't make an impact. Finally I made a short run for a Snickers. That helped -- whether by moving or by giving me some sugar -- but the symptoms returned afterward, if not so severely.
What's worse is that the more I think about it, the more I realize that this has been happening for ages, to a lesser degree, and I have just been shrugging it off under the theory that I am a total puss for noticing, and am way too well-fed and healthy to have "spells." I remember episodes I had several years ago, in classes, when I would poke my eyelids repeatedly with a pen cap to avoid falling over. It often happens when I'm hungry, or when I ate a small lunch. Although I do have weight issues, I am not obese, and I am physically active (at my job, if not in the gym, unfortunately).
At the same time, I'm keeping in mind that when these things happen, I am generally under stress. Not the kind of stress that would excuse fainting, but still, stress. Is it possible this is a psychological thing? People can do amazing things to themselves with their minds.
I'm going to the doctor for other reasons, and will bring it up at my appointment, but I have a couple of weeks to get along until then. Do you have any experience with this?
posted by tristeza at 9:31 AM on February 9