Is the choice between academia and “real world work” a lose-lose situation? Is it possible for someone with a BA in English to transition into PHD programs involving poli sci, government work, public policy / advocacy thereby offering non-academic options?
So,
I am 24 years old and graduated undergrad in 2004 with a BA in English. As a junior, I began to look at my professors with a mixture of awe and envy. It just seemed they lived the life – pursuing teaching and scholarship that allowed them to tackle important questions of art, learning and society, while (it seemed to me) affording them a flexible lifestyle (hey, teacher’s are still the only ppl who get summers off). When I approached my profs about me going to PHD English programs, I received a LOT of enthusiasm. I struggled a lot from a young age as I come from an immigrant and difficult socio-economic position. The idea of the academic life, getting paid to go to school / teach– This was a beautiful dream for someone like me to harbor. My “dream” was then cemented – I was going to study to become an English Prof.
When I graduated undergrad, I was quickly swallowed up into the world of corporate work as I needed to help support my husband while he went for his MFA. For about the last two years, I have felt psychologically tortured for not “doing something with my life.” I kept thinking about doing the work required to apply to schools, but I was working a really stressful job that made me really unhappy, and I was coming home tired and in a bad mood all the time, so I put it off, procrastinated on grad school while shouldering a growing mountain of guilt, fear, anxiety.
Now, that I am doing background research on grad school, I am feeling those same feelings again with diff reasons. I knew the academic job market was bad, but had no idea how bad (esp in humanities as we all know). Ppl in their late 20’s, early to mid 30’s with no jobs, and living a life of financial and professional limbo and exploitation!! My gut reaction is – I have been thru enough, dealt with enough unexpected hardship, I don’t want to do this for the REST of my life. So, I feel like I am watching the only real dream I ever had crash to bits. However, the real world of work offers little comfort. I have worked a lot of jobs – I have dealt with stressful long work days, mean bosses, mind numbingly uninteresting tasks, and the feeling that my life is slipping through my fingers while everyday my inbox fills with more new assignments. There is a growing lack of flexibility in the world of work – ppl keep work longer hours for less wages to make $$ for the corp that may or may not protect your rights / needs as an employee (but apparently universities are not much better (??) So, I wonder, is this how it is? Is there no way to make a decent living and do something meaningful, worthwhile so I don’t feel like I have grown up to become a loser?!!
The world of work def doesn't seem appealing to me long term, would academia be just as bad / worse?
I tried to explain my concerns about the job market, the lack of financial security, my desire for a more flexible work/life balance, and my concern that getting an English PHD may not be the most sound idea practically speaking, to my favorite undergrad prof who had kept in touch with me and urged me not to take ANY time off and go to school immediately (adding to my growing mountain of guilt for not doing so) – this prof never returned my email so I feel even more tortured that I have gone and offended him and ruined what was a positive relationship.
So, what I am wondering of all of you is this – have others come across the same conflict between academia vs “real world”? Is the academic dream I have been harboring completely bogus? And is it possible for someone with an English BA to transition into PHD grad studies in a discipline that gives more non-academic options (with English you can only teach / write -- kind of limiting when you consider that it takes approx. 7 yrs to finish a PHD degree)? I have been considering poli sci (PHD or even MA) as a gateway to work in public advocacy, government, NGO work, while leaving the option to teach in academia if one is able to secure employment.
Since, I have spent the last two years solely working and dealing with the day to day issues of making a living without going (completely) insane, I feel I have a LOT of work ahead of me no matter which grad school direction I settle on (I am still working but in a less horrendous job). I may not get to enter a program until I am 26 (taking off 4 yrs since undergrad) – is this too much time to take off? Is 26 too old for PHD programs that can take 5-7 years?
Have other people come across similar dilemmas?
And sorry for being long, this stuff has been brewing in me for the last 2 years!!! This is the thing in my life that I think about all the time and feel guilty and tortured all the time about it!
posted by withdillemma to education (23 comments total)
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I'll let others discuss the specifics of getting into a political science program. But, if your finances can bear it, perhaps you should get a job now doing advocacy work etc. This will give you a better idea if that kind of work is really a good fit for you and how you might benefit from further education.
If you live near the state capital in your state, you might want to get a job in legislative work. The not-for-profits will also all have offices near the state capitol (for lobbying purposes). It will be a real eye opener, trust me. There's theory and then there's reality. The skills requirements for legislative jobs are usually pretty flexible and vary somewhat depending on whether you work for a particular legislator or are part of central staff. There are even paid internships in some states (like New York).
posted by bim at 7:26 PM on April 14, 2006