I am worried that I take too much vicodin.
I have two forms of degenerative arthritis for which I take vicodin for pain,
DMARDs (Humira and azathioprine), an
NSAID (diclofenac), and as of this weekend, prednisone.
Over the last few months, due to a combination of the stress of my mother's death and general bad health, my arthritis has flaired causing me to take up to six or seven 5/500 or 7.50/750 vicodins a day to reduce my pain. On the pain scale it takes me from a 9 to a 6 or 7. Basically, it allows me to walk or do what most would consider limited daily activities.
My concerns are threefold. First, I am very concerned about addiction. I tell my family and friends that at my level of pain, addicition is unlikely since it is for true pain and not recreational. Am I deluding myself?
Second, I have common opiate side effects. Zero energy, constipation, interruption of sleep patterns, and inability to concentrate. I cannot sleep well unmedicated due to the arthritis pain, but the vicodin affects my ability to sleep deeply. Any advice on how to mitigate these side effects?
Third, while my rheumatologist has been excellent in treating the arthritis, and sympathetic to my pain, she has been leery about stronger pain medicine. My thought is since she is a high profile doctor, she is worried about increased DEA attention for prescribing narcotics. She did take me from a 5/500 to a 7.5/750 prescription. I worry about how to be honest about my pain without seeming like I am just looking for a high. What is the best way to talk to my current or a new physician about my pain management?
I can deal with some chronic pain, but at this level, with this amount of pain killers, I worry that I will never feel normal again. I appreciate your help and advice.
Here are some of my suggestions:
Don't be afraid to speak to your doctor. Don't be afraid to question your doctor's decisions, especially if you would like to better understand her reasoning. She may have good reasons for not wanting to prescribe you stronger medicines, reasons of which you (and I) are not currently aware.
Don't be too afraid of becoming addicted. Addiction, if you like that term, is a three-sided process at least. To be considered are: physical habituation, which occurs at the level of receptor regulation and influences the effects and withdrawal effects of the drug; psychological dependence, which occurs at the level of influencing your voluntary behavior; and social stigma, which I predict you are going to learn quite a bit about in the responses to this thread.
I generally tell my patients that as long as they are "with me" - keeping me up to date on how they're doing, listening to my recommendations, being frank with me about their feelings and needs - in the process of using medication to treat pain, they need not consider themselves addicted.
Bear in mind that most physicians have not been trained to be skillful with or intellectually interested in pain control; and that all physicians have been repeatedly exposed to extremely hateful behavior on the part of people whose pursuit of drugs of abuse has eclipsed every other aspect of their personality and their lives. Be respectful of your physician's experience in this regard, and I mean that the same way I would mean "Be respectful of a child's innocence."
Your opiate side effects are treatable. Speak to the physician who prescribed the medicine.
Finally, dealing with chronic pain plus the death of a parent is too much for anyone to be expected to bear. If you are grieving or depressed about your mother, you will perceive your pain as more severe - this is just the way your brain is wired. If you're concerned that part of what you're medicating is your grief, you may want to consider speaking to a therapist about the issues going on in your life.
posted by ikkyu2 at 1:04 AM on February 7, 2006