My experience vs. medical tests-- I lose.
February 1, 2006 12:59 AM
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AsthmaFilter: I feel like I can't breathe. My asthma care nurse says my lung function is better than normal-- how can this possibly be?
Had it for 20+ years, currently on Qvar and Albuterol, just went to the asthma care nurse on Monday. The visit raised more questions than it answered. She said the tests revealed I have better lung function than the average numbers for a 35 year old woman. I don't understand this, because I feel like I can't breathe even when I'm supposedly breathing better than normal. My peak flow meter indicates I'm still in my "Green zone" (80% of full capacity or above) when I'm gasping like a fish out of water. I feel chest tightness, have wheezing when I breathe out very hard (i.e. when measuring peak flow), and just generally have the feeling I can't breathe. I doubt it's a panic attack because I don't feel panicky, and I have had panic attacks in the past and this does not feel the same.
I keep running into a wall with all these people (Kaiser docs and nurses), because they all have an attitude of "We don't give a crap how YOU feel your symptoms are, we did a test and what the test says is far more important than anything YOU have to say."
After a 7 year ordeal of:
1. thinning hair &
2. other symptoms of hypothyroidism so blatant that every doctor and nurse I ever met immediately asked me when I had last had my thyroid checked, and
3. being refused thyroid pills based on the results of the tests, and
4. having all my hair grow back when the test finally came back "right" and someone finally deigned to give me some damn thyroid pills...
I don't really trust test results so much. I don't deny that they are useful, but I don't think they should trump the experiences of the person that the illness is ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO.
I'm having trouble even looking this up, because I don't know what the hell it's called when you feel that you can't breathe but your lung function is apparently fine. Googling false/illusory shortness of breath/SOB/dyspnea in all its iterations turns up nothing useful. Any idea where I can find out maybe what this is and if it's serious or not? The asthma care nurse was very dismissive when I told her I still felt short of breath regardless of the tests. Any idea how I can get the doctors and nurses to actually listen to me? (Besides not going to Kaiser, I mean... that's not a possibility right now.)
posted by Shoeburyness to health (9 comments total)
I can consistently peg my peak flow meter at the top of its range even when I'm in the middle of an attack and gasping for air.
I finally went to an allergy/asthma specialist and they ran some better tests (they should be giving you at least two different numbers from a good test, for large and small airways) and established a baseline for my lungs. Now, years later and on the right medication, when my doctor tells me I'm close to 100% I actually feel that way.
You probably do have asthma/COPD and your "normal" lung function is higher than the average would suggest. Or their tests are crap. You know what you're feeling, and any doctor who tells you you're fine is wrong.
So, I'm afraid my suggestion comes down to "not going to Kaiser." Or at least trying different locations/doctors within their system until one takes you seriously.
You might try talking to a local allergy/asthma clinic. Some of them do clinical trials and you can sign up to get free treatment and medication as part of a study. Mine has also been quite willing to help with payment plans and such when I was poor.
posted by mmoncur at 2:43 AM on February 1, 2006