Need a therapist, or help.. something. Preferably one that uses a sliding pay scale. Somewhere in southeastern Michigan.. ideally somewhere wayne county or the eastern end of washtenaw county.
Being completely up front here: I'm currently having a panic attack. This is what I'm calling it. I feel like everything that I mention in this question
still applies. On top of this, the environment of my job
went from awesome to sucktastic in the last year.. and hundreds of other things. I am so far flipping behind on my deadlines at work. I don't think my relationship with my SO is going to turn out like I want it to, but I really really love this person. I might have crossed a line with my best friend in an effort to give her some tough love. My sister keeps hounding me about my mother's health and not making my stress about her mortality any better. I don't have a driver's license and despite my very best intentions, I always seem to chicken out. If I didn't have to flipping parallel park I would be fine. I feel like a failure and I just feel like I'm about to fucking lose it!
I just don't have the energy to call around and find therapists. I'm not even sure if I have the energy to talk to a therapist. I need help, I don't know how to get myself help.
maybe I need a life coach? I feel embarrassed to say this, but I feel like I need my hand held to handle all of this. How do you find someone who can force you to do the things you keep putting off because you have no motivation?
and how do I pay someone like this on a part-time job.
Sorry, I know this feels disjointed. I honestly just feel at my wits end and the panic attack isn't helping.