Efficient or lazy?
April 27, 2011 10:58 AM Subscribe
I wait until, I think a task needs to be done ABSOLUTELY NECESSARY or NO MORE DELAY possible to do anything.
posted by daveg02 to health & fitness (23 answers total) 24 users marked this as a favorite
Whether it is bathing or cleaning dishes or organizing or laundry or doing exercise only when I go over my threshold weight I start taking steps and I usually bring it back, even at work I get by the same way, you would not believe how abnormal these are.
I have a good paying job, live in a nice neighbourhood. I have no friends(real ones), no gf, no one visits my place. I am lonely. Only people I meet are from work and from gym.
I think I am very lazy or very efficient for my situation.
I order food for delivery, dont cook, eat unhealthy most of the time.
I think I have no real reason to belong in this world( but I want to), I cant seemed to figure this out. I get active for a day in a two weeks and accomplish things. I feel like I live by plucking low lying apple. My parents dont live in this country, even they stopped talking to me, they dont know how to help me. I am very dissapointed in myself.
My accountability is at this time to only myself, nobody else would care or even know I am alive. I cant seem to last 2 days with my steps to correct the situation and it takes me months to restart the process.
why, why, why