Thank you for the answers so far. I understand I have a problem with addiction, as well as an anxiety problem that I've been trying to self-medicate for a long time, and now an additional big problem of a an impending drug test which I have to solve by this coming Thursday. I've never seen a psychiatrist or addiction specialist, but I am willing to. I left marijuana behind when it became a legal problem, and now I've got to deal with this addiction and my anxiety and violating my probation would really suck. I can not leave the 5 boroughs of NYC as a term of my probation, so can anyone recommend a doctor who can help me, hopefully asap?
A step-down prescription sounds like the best course of action for my addiction, and walking in to my drug test on Thursday with that prescription would make it so that I am not in violation of my probation.
If anyone here is an NYC doctor, or can recommend the right one, I would really appreciate it. I am panicking and feel like my world is about to cave in.
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Going far beyond answering your question, here's the unsolicited advice portion of this comment: this pattern of replacing one drug with another when you knew that you would be subject to random drug tests is certainly concerning. I'm all down with recreational use, but not being able to stop your nightly drug use in the face of pretty clear and obvious consequences is a sign that you're rather beyond that point. I highly suggest that you find a doctor right away and discuss this. A good addiction specialist can get you off the Xanax in a way that minimizes withdrawal symptoms, even potentially writing you a prescription for small doses to taper down and off, which will handle your drug test problem, and then address the real issues that are going on here that are causing this behavior. This isn't something you can necessarily fix by yourself, and you're just going to make yourself even more anxious and nuts worrying about it. Get thee to a specialist right away and start working it out.
You will feel far better when you have an actual plan with a specialist for addressing the root causes of your anxiety and for managing it in the most appropriate way for you. The self-medication may help, but it's nowhere near real treatment. Good luck!
I am, of course, neither a doctor nor a lawyer, and you ought to be talking to both, especially the doctor, and soon.
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